Saturday
Morning, April 20, 1991
Plop. Plop.
Plop. Plop.
As she threw
the tiny pebbles into the lake,
she watched her reflection
ripple in the mirror-like
surface. The same sandy blonde
curls, blue eyes, and freckles
that had been staring back at
her for almost eighteen years
were reflected there as well
today. Trixie Belden stuck her
tongue out at the blonde and
then rolled over onto her back
with a sigh.
Fluffy, white
clouds skittered across the blue
sky in the April breeze. The day
was one of those idyllic spring,
chamber-of-commerce type days –
totally at odds with the young
woman scowling at the twittering
birds in the nearby pine trees.
If the birds
didn’t stop their chattering,
Trixie swore to herself, she was
going to march into Regan’s
stable, grab his shotgun, and
practice her target shooting on
the irritating little songsters.
She closed
her eyes. The birds kept
singing, clearly not alarmed by
her threat. In the distance, she
could hear Reddy and Patch
barking back and forth to each
other in a doggy language that
only Bobby claimed to
understand. Good grief,
Trixie thought. Exactly
how loud did her little brother
have to be if she could hear him
yapping right along with the
dogs?
It figured.
It totally figured that, even
down at the Wheelers’ lake, she
was still interrupted by Bobby.
She should have stayed in her
room at Crabapple Farm with her
head buried under her pillow.
At that
moment, one of the Manor House’s
garage doors noisily opened, and
Tom Delanoy, the Wheelers’
handsome chauffeur, walked out.
"Good
morning, Trixie!" Tom called out
to her in surprise as he glanced
down towards the lake.
"Morning!"
Shielding her eyes from the sun,
Trixie acknowledged him with a
slight raise of her head.
"You’re out
kind of early, aren’t you?"
"Yes, Tom!"
she yelled back. Trixie liked
Tom; really, she did. He was a
wonderful friend to the
Bob-Whites, but she felt kind of
silly shouting back and forth
from the lake to the garage.
"Are you
waiting for Honey? You want me
to ask Celia to find her?"
"No thanks,
Tom!" The birds in the tree were
squawking at her now for
disturbing their peace.
"Well, okay,
. . ." Clearly, he was bemused
as to why she was lying on the
boat dock by herself, but prior
years of knowing Trixie and the
other Bob-Whites had taught him
that, sometimes, he was better
off not knowing. "I’m going to
work on the sedan; the engine’s
knocking!"
Trixie didn’t
think that required a response,
so she turned her attention back
to the clouds. That one
definitely looks like Mr. Lytell,
she thought idly.
"Enjoy your
morning, Trixie!" Tom called out
with a final cheerful wave
before he turned back into the
garage.
With a
resigned sigh, she raised up
once more and waved back. "You
too, Tom!"
Great. Just
great. While their voices
may not have awakened Honey, who
was a heavy sleeper, with
Trixie’s luck, it probably
wouldn’t be very long before Jim
came down. Unlike Honey, her
adopted older brother was an
early morning kind of person.
And, Jim,
home from college to escort her
to her senior prom that night,
was the last person Trixie
wanted to see. He seemed to
almost have a sixth sense when
it came to Trixie, and, in the
nearly five years that she had
known him, she had never been
very good at keeping secrets
from him. If Jim joined her this
morning, she knew he would soon
discover what she was
desperately trying to keep
hidden.
The slight
breeze ruffled through the curls
around her face. What had it
been about this particular
morning that caused her to wake
up and say to herself, Gleeps,
Trix, it’s a gorgeous day! Why
don’t you go down to the
Wheelers’ lake? She was
trying to avoid Jim. So, when
did traipsing to the exact place
where he resided become a
good idea? Trixie rolled her
eyes in self-disgust.
Brilliant move, Detective!
She could just imagine what Mart
would say if he were here,
"What goes on in those cerebral
hemispheres of yours, O Sister
Mine?" Trixie ruefully
admitted to herself that she was
no longer very sure.
Inside the
garage, muted tones from a radio
drifted out, and Trixie could
hear various tools clanging
together, the sounds echoing off
the bright yellow walls of the
pristinely kept and well-ordered
building. The car’s engine was
revved and cut off shortly.
Then, as though to compensate
for the noise of the engine, the
radio’s volume was turned up.
Evidently, Mrs. Wheeler wasn’t
at home. Were Saturday mornings
sacred to no one anymore?
"Saturday in
the park –
I think it
was the fourth of July
People
dancing, people laughing . . ."
Trixie
groaned. She suddenly had the
desire to dunk her head in the
lake. Of all the songs, Tom had
to blast this one, a song that
reminded her of yesterday and
what brought her here today.
"And I've
been waiting such a long time
for today . . ."
Friday
Afternoon, April 19, 1991
Trixie
practically danced off the
school bus when it stopped to
let her out at the end of day.
With curls bouncing, she waved
to Honey and ran up Crabapple
Farm’s driveway. Honey responded
with an excited, "I’ll call you
later!" before she too skipped
up the pebbled drive to her own
house.
Spring of
their senior year had gloriously
sprung. It was Friday, and
tomorrow was Prom Night at
Sleepyside Junior-Senior High
School. The Bob-White men were
coming home from college to
escort their ladies, and Trixie
couldn’t be in a better mood.
Letting the
screen door slam behind her,
Trixie rushed into the
farmhouse’s cheery red and white
kitchen. She was surprised to be
greeted, not by her mother’s
warm presence, but by the blare
of the family room’s television.
Trixie
carelessly tossed her chemistry
and literature books onto the
kitchen table and followed the
noise into the adjoining room.
Her younger brother lay
sprawling on the sofa, totally
engrossed in a television
program, and scattering crumbs
from a bag of barbecue potato
chips.
"Where’s
Moms?" she asked by way of
greeting.
"She went to
the store for more food ‘cause
Brian and Mart are coming home,"
he answered around a mouthful of
chips, not looking away from the
screen.
Trixie
snorted when she saw what he was
watching. "Gleeps, Bobby! Aren’t
you a little old for Sesame
Street?"
"Couldn’t
find the remote. And, ‘sides,"
he looked up and grinned
cheekily at her, "I can’t play
any video games ‘cause of my
last report card."
Glancing from
Cookie Monster and his cookie
crumbs to Bobby and his chip
crumbs, Trixie rolled her eyes
and handed him the remote that
she’d dug out from between two
sofa cushions. "Maybe you should
find a new role model," she
wryly suggested.
"Whatever,"
the ten-year-old shrugged.
"Well, you
better clean up those chips
before Moms gets back," Trixie
retorted over her shoulder as
she stepped over Bobby’s
backpack and walked to the
doorway.
Heeding his
older sister’s warning, Bobby
dusted the crumbs off his
t-shirt and the cushions and
onto the floor where he then
raked them under the sofa.
Shaking her head in disgust,
Trixie headed for the stairs and
her bedroom. Before she could
get very far, though, Bobby
yelled, "Hey! You got a letter
today!"
"I did?" She
came back in the room. It wasn’t
unusual for Trixie to receive
letters. Occasionally, there
were letters from her older
brothers or from Jim or Dan or
any of the other people she’d
met over the years. Bobby just
wasn’t her usual messenger
service.
"Oh, yeah!
It’s an IM-PO-O-OR-TANT
letter too!" he announced
gleefully.
"Well, where
is it?" she demanded. "There
wasn’t anything on the kitchen
counter."
"You’re
supposed to be the detective.
Figure it out!"
"Bobby!"
Trixie threatened.
He ducked the
pillow she threw at him and
chortled, "It’s in the fridge!"
A sense of
déjà vu settled over Trixie.
Transported back to a long ago
winter’s day, she was thirteen
years old again and hearing a
six-year-old Bobby’s childish
voice call out to her as she
came into the house –
"Guess what’s
in the refrigerator!"
"I don’t
know, Bobby, a lemon meringue
pie?"
"No, sir!
It’s not to eat. It’s to smell."
With a
snickering Bobby trailing along
behind her, Trixie went into the
kitchen and opened the door of
the refrigerator. A
cream-colored box emblazoned
with the name of the local
florist sat between a bowl of
leftover stew and the juice
pitcher.
Trixie took
the box off the shelf, closed
the door, and turned back to her
brother. "Don’t you have
somewhere else to be?"
"Not really."
He smiled innocently, but,
seeing the look on Trixie’s
face, he held his hands up and
sighed, "I’m going! I’m going!"
However much he may have wanted
to stick around, watching Cookie
Monster and the gang appeared to
be his more prudent choice.
While Trixie
impatiently watched, Bobby
shuffled slowly back to the
family room. Then, alone with
just the dust particles floating
in the rays of late afternoon
sunshine, Trixie took her
"important letter" out of the
little envelope that was taped
on top of the box.
Dear
Schoolgirl Shamus,
Special flowers for a
special night –
See you tomorrow.
Jim
She knew it
was silly, but she couldn’t stop
the sudden flight of butterflies
in her stomach as she read the
words. Trixie traced the letters
of his name with her finger and
then, laying the card aside,
opened the box.
"It’s not
green onions," she whispered
quietly.
Nestled on a
bed of tissue was an exquisite
wrist corsage of white jewel
orchids and light pink
sweetheart roses with an
iridescent blue ribbon woven
among the flowers. When Trixie
picked up the corsage to sniff
its delicate aroma, she noticed
a small pink rose lying at the
bottom of the box. The little
note attached with a ribbon
read, Just because . . .
Trixie’s
breath caught in her throat. The
butterflies were positively
swarming now. She felt like
twirling giddily about the
kitchen, but, remembering Bobby
in the next room, she simply
stood there, a soft smile of
wonder gracing her face.
Leaving the
flower out, she carefully put
the lovely corsage back in its
box and placed it in the
refrigerator. As she did so,
Trixie thought of the silvery
blue dress hanging on her closet
door upstairs. A month ago, she
and her mother, along with Honey
and Diana and their mothers, had
scheduled a "Girls’ Day Out",
and they had had a marvelous
time together in the city
choosing their dresses. Trixie
knew it was completely unlike
her usual tomboy self to be so
excited about wearing a dress,
but she couldn’t wait. She loved
her dress, and the corsage would
match perfectly. Moms or Honey
must have told Jim the color of
her dress, she decided. Trixie
hoped he liked it. Dreamily, she
imagined him walking through the
door and being totally blown
away by her appearance. She
giggled self-consciously. Why
did she feel like she’d been
waiting for forever for tomorrow
night?
Three years
ago, Jim had asked Trixie to go
with him to his senior prom.
However, since Brian and Honey
had ridden with them in the
Bob-White station wagon, it
hadn’t seemed all that different
from any of the other dances the
Bob-Whites had attended. At the
time, Trixie had been fifteen
and wasn’t allowed to single
date anyway. Then, Brian and Jim
had gone away to college. The
boys were home frequently for
different events and holidays,
but Jim and Trixie hadn’t really
had many opportunities to
develop their relationship
beyond their usual fond glances
and a few moments shared here
and there.
Trixie
touched the lighthouse charm on
her necklace remembering one of
those moments from the summer
after Brian and Jim graduated.
She could still recall exactly
how the sand had felt squishing
between her toes when Jim had
given her the necklace. For
three years, Trixie had held on
to the promise of the
lighthouse. She picked up the
fragrant, pink rose. Reading
Jim’s note again, she wondered
if tomorrow night would be a
fulfillment of that promise.
Special
flowers for a special night . .
.
The
butterflies started chasing each
other. Did Jim mean that
tomorrow night would be special
just because it was her prom, or
did he mean something more? How
could she know? Her so-called
relationship with Jim wasn’t
something Trixie felt
comfortable discussing with Di
and especially not with Honey.
She supposed she could talk to
Moms, but Trixie definitely
wasn’t in the mood for a
relationship chat with her
mother. Her parents were acting
like they too realized that
tomorrow night wouldn’t be the
same as other dances. Even
though she was nearly eighteen,
all week long, her father had
been reminding her of tomorrow’s
curfew while Moms kept saying,
"Wouldn’t it be more fun if you
all went together?" This time,
Trixie wasn’t going to the prom
in the Bob-White station wagon.
Jim was picking her up in his
dark green Mustang, and they
would be going by themselves.
Wincing
inwardly, Trixie prayed that the
car wasn’t the only difference
from three years ago and made a
mental note to ensure that
Crabapple Farm’s front porch was
completely clear of any tripping
hazards. That evening, as she
and Jim stood on the steps
saying good-night, her shoes had
become entangled with Bobby’
pogo stick, and, in
typical-Trixie fashion, she had
fallen headlong at Jim’s feet.
When he tried to help her back
up, Jim, in turn, had tripped on
her long skirt. Brian had
already disappeared into the
house, but, hearing the loud
sounds of a crash and rending
fabric, her oldest brother had
reopened the front door to find
Jim and Trixie in a tangle of
legs, dress, and pogo stick.
While assisting them both to
their feet, he had shaken his
head sadly and remarked, ‘You
know, the evening normally ends
with something besides a salaam
to each other." The night had
definitely ended with laughter
but without Trixie ever having
known if Jim had meant to kiss
her. She sighed wistfully.
Regardless of what else happened
or didn’t happen this time,
Trixie did hope for a more
special ending to tomorrow
night.
Closing her
eyes, she let the rose trail
alongside her cheek and her mind
drift even further back to
another April –
"You know it
means, don’t you?" Jim asked.
"Tell me,"
Trixie answered.
"It means
you’re my special girl, Trixie."
Was she ready
for something more? She and Jim
shared a unique, soul-mate kind
of friendship. What if they did
let their relationship develop
into something more, and it
didn’t work out? Where would
they be then? Annoyed at
herself, Trixie irritably shook
her head at the flower. She was
crazy! Jim probably wasn’t
thinking the same way at all and
hadn’t meant a thing with the
rose and the notes. She was
worrying for nothing, Trixie
decided. Suddenly, the telephone
rang, as telephones are wont to
do, interrupting Trixie’s
reverie.
"Guess what?"
Honey’s voice squealed into her
ear as soon as Trixie picked up
the kitchen extension.
"What?" She
couldn’t help but smile at the
enthusiasm in Honey’s voice.
"Just wait
‘til I tell you! It’s the most
exciting thing!" Honey continued
breathlessly, "Jim just called.
He and Brian were able to get
away earlier than they thought!
They’ve already picked up Mart
and Dan, and they’re on their
way. They’ll be here in time for
supper! And guess what else?
Miss Trask thought that, since
it’s such a nice day and all, we
should have a welcome home
picnic for them down at the
boathouse. She’s helping Cook
pack a picnic basket for us
right now!"
"Gleeps,
Honey! It’ll be just like old
times!" Trixie said, as excited
as Honey, but wondering too why
she unexpectedly felt nervous.
"Exactly like
old times!" Honey agreed
happily. "I have to call Di now.
See you at the boathouse at six!
And tell Moms that she doesn’t
need to fix a thing!"
Before she
hung up, Honey added, "Oh,
Trixie! This weekend is going to
be perfectly perfect!"
Perfectly
perfect weekend, huh? Trixie
thought to herself an hour later
as she wrinkled her freckled
nose at her image in the mirror.
Totally irritated with herself,
she had finally decided on a
pair of jeans, a soft blue
t-shirt, and her Keds. Five
other shirts lay crumpled on her
bed, testament to her sudden
"what to wear" panic attack
moments earlier. She snorted
derisively as she threw a tube
of lipstick on her dresser.
Jeepers! What is wrong with me?
Trixie ran a comb through her
stubborn curls, trying not to
eye the blue prom dress
innocently hanging on the back
of her closet door. Perhaps she
shouldn’t wear a blue shirt
tonight since she was wearing
blue tomorrow. Maybe she should
change again. Worrying her lower
lip between her teeth, Trixie
tried to decide and started
rummaging through her dresser
once more.
"Oh, forget
it!" She said, slamming the
drawer shut. "I’m done. I’m
ready, and I’m leaving. Now."
Trixie
marched down the stairs, grabbed
the dish of potato salad that
her mother had insisted upon
making, hollered "Good-bye!" to
her parents, and left through
the back door. She used the walk
to the lake to clear her head,
enjoying the stillness of the
early evening. Arriving at the
boathouse, Trixie saw the rest
of the Bob-Whites before they
spied her. They were all there.
Even Dan, although he wasn’t
attending the prom, had come
home to join in the fun. It had
been so long since the group had
been together. Forgetting, for
the moment, her earlier tumult,
Trixie sighed contentedly. It
really was like old times.
"I don't wanna think
about it,
Don't wanna think clear
Don't analyze what I'm doin'
here
Wanna be impulsive
Reckless . . ."
Apparently,
Di had selected which music
would be played in the
boathouse’s stereo. Calling out
a greeting over the sounds of
Wilson Phillips, Trixie ran to
join her friends. Honey rescued
the potato salad as Brian and
Mart, who had not yet been home
to Crabapple Farm, enveloped
their sister in hugs. Trixie
next turned to greet Dan, and,
finally, Jim.
His strong
arms enclosed her, and Trixie
breathed deeply of his woodsy
cologne. They had hugged before,
but had it always felt this
sublime? Had they always fit
together so . . . perfectly?
"Thank you
for the flowers," she whispered
shyly.
Jim grinned
down at her. "Oh, good! You got
them. I didn’t know what time
we’d be home today, and I wasn’t
sure if the florist made
deliveries on Saturday. I hope
they were okay."
"They’re
gorgeous." Trixie smiled back at
him.
Jim responded
by tugging an errant curl.
"Special flowers for a special
girl . . ."
His voice
trailed away, and Trixie,
mesmerized by her reflection in
his eyes, found herself at a
loss for words. They stood
together, gazing into each other
eyes. She tried to think of
something witty to say, but her
mind was a complete blank. The
spell was broken by her
almost-twin.
"Hey! Are we
going to persist with the meet
and greet portion of the evening
festivities, or are we going to
partake of the sustenance?" Mart
asked.
"In other
words, Mart’s hungry!" Honey
giggled and then added, "And so
am I!"
Laughing
along with everyone else, Jim
and Trixie stepped away from
each other and grabbed some
plates. Soon, the group was
enjoying Cook’s delicious picnic
supper of crispy fried chicken,
baked beans, macaroni salad,
crunchy vegetables, oven-baked
rolls, and refreshingly tart
lemonade. The hungry seven also
devoured Mrs. Belden’s potato
salad, and, for dessert, they
sliced into a triple-layer
chocolate cake donated by Mrs.
Lynch.
"Well, that
sure beats dorm food," Dan
commented as they began cleaning
up the table.
Mart slapped
him on the back. "Dan, my man,
for once, I would have to agree
with you."
Brian, who
shared an off-campus apartment
with Jim, rolled his dark eyes.
"Mart! I know for a fact that
Moms sends both you and Dan food
from home."
Diana added,
"And I get Harrison to send them
snacks all the time!"
"It’s never
enough . . . never enough," Mart
sighed dramatically while
patting his lean stomach.
Di blushed
prettily as Jim mischievously
asked, "And why aren’t Brian and
I getting packages from
Harrison?"
Dan quirked a
dark brow at Jim. "I think Moms
keeps you and Brian well
supplied," he said and then
winked at Honey and Trixie.
"And, if she doesn’t, I’m sure
there are two others in this
vicinity making sure you get
treats from home."
The two girls
suddenly found themselves very
busy repacking the picnic
basket.
After the sun
set, the Bob-Whites sat
companionably around a bonfire,
roasting marshmallows and
catching up with each other.
They discussed various topics
ranging from term papers to
summer plans to the delicate art
of achieving a finely toasted
marshmallow. Trixie, however,
was uncharacteristically quiet;
her thoughts fixed on a single
pink rose. Why did Jim send
it to me? Why not just a
corsage? she wondered. The
note had said, "Just because
. . ." But what did that mean?
Should she say something to him,
or wait until he said something?
During moments like this, she
wished she were more like Honey
or Di; then, perhaps, she could
begin to understand this
mystery. Trixie sighed as her
dark-haired friend spoke up from
her place beside Mart.
"So, College
Men, tell us some good stories
from school that don’t have
anything to do with your
classes," suggested Di.
"But,
Sweetie, you know we stay so
completely consumed with our
academic pursuits, that we lack
the time necessary for anything
else," Mart told her.
"Yeah,
right!" Trixie couldn’t help but
interject.
"You guys
have to lead more interesting
lives than we do!" exclaimed
Honey.
Jim laughed.
"Our lives are practically
boring until we come home.
Right, Brian?"
"Of course!"
his friend swiftly agreed with
him.
Jim expects
us to believe that? Trixie
thought incredulously. Like she
didn’t remember the time she had
called their apartment, and a
girl had answered the phone?
Oh, woe! She had sort of
forgotten that. Now that she had
remembered, she glared at Jim
for adding to her worries.
Sensing a
stubborn mutiny in the girls,
Dan stroked his chin
thoughtfully. The guys obviously
weren’t going to get away with
saying nothing. "I suppose," he
drawled, "I could tell you about
the time we were in the park – "
Brian broke
in, "He could tell you, but he
wouldn’t want to corrupt your
young minds."
Di giggled
and batted her eyelashes at Dan.
"Oh, Danny! Corrupt us!"
Scowling at
Dan, Mart put his arm
possessively around his
violet-eyed girlfriend. Brian
looked sideways at Honey as she
nodded her golden head and
chimed in, "Yes, do tell, Dan!
The most excitement we get
around here is Nick Roberts
kissing Amy Morrisey in the art
department closet, and that was
last year!"
Dan shrugged
nonchalantly and began, "A
couple of Saturdays ago, a bunch
of us were in the park tossing
around a football. Well, Mart
here threw a wild ball, and – "
Dan paused
for a minute as he was
interrupted by Mart’s loud
protests that he had not, in
fact, thrown a wild ball but
that it had been Dan, instead,
who couldn’t catch said ball. "Anyway,"
he continued, "I went to get the
ball from behind the bushes
where Mart had thrown it and
nearly tripped over a couple who
were, let’s just say, doing the
horizontal tango on a beach
blanket."
Dan waggled
his dark brows suggestively
while Di silently mouthed, "Horizontal
tango?"
At the same
time that she figured it out and
asked, "They can do that in the
college park?", Honey, hazel
eyes round with disbelief,
gasped out, "Right there in the
open?"
All four
guys, even Brian, laughed
uproariously at the comical
expressions on their faces.
Trixie,
though, had completely tuned
everyone else out.
She lay on a
beach blanket with Jim above
her, the sun beating down on the
two of them. His strong hands
cradled her head. He began to
kiss her, letting his tongue
tangle passionately with hers.
She ran her hands up and down
his muscled back, pressing
herself as tightly to him as she
could. With one hand, he slowly
tugged her t-shirt out from her
jeans and tantalizingly started
moving his hand up –
A log fell
over in the fire sending sparks
shooting into the night air.
Snapped back to reality, Trixie
blushed hotly and looked up to
find the object of her fantasy
staring fixedly at her with his
penetrating green eyes. She
gulped nervously, her mouth dry.
Where had THAT come from?
She stared back at him from
across the fire as Jim slowly
winked at her and then turned
his attention back to the
others. Oh . . . my. He
couldn’t know, could he?
Trixie wondered desperately. It
was a very good thing she was
sitting; else she’d be a puddle
on the ground. Since when did a
wink from Jim cause her knees to
go weak?
Mart
said something about becoming a
dance instructor, and Jim threw
back his red head and laughed.
I love his hair, Trixie
thought inanely. I love the
way he laughs. Suddenly, the truth hit
her like a bolt of lightning,
and she came face-to-face with
what her heart must have known
for a very long time. I love
him.
Saturday
Morning, April 20, 1991
The fire had
eventually died, and the last
marshmallow had been eaten. And,
after confirming various plans
for the next day, the group had
departed for their separate
homes. Trixie had been in such a
daze that she didn’t remember
what she had said to anyone.
Hopefully, she had made some
sense; however, now that she was
thinking back on it, she did
recall Jim looking at her rather
oddly once.
All night
long, she had tossed and turned
with visions of flowers and
notes and beach blankets dancing
in her head. And, now, here she
was – on the boat dock, praying
that Jim wouldn’t join her and
wondering what she was going to
do about the evening to come. No
matter her feelings, was she
ready to confess them to Jim?
Honestly, she’d rather face down
hardened criminals. Trixie knew
full well that she could be
completely wrong about the
flowers and the notes. Goodness
knows, she’d read people
incorrectly before. She also
knew that Jim could read her
like a favorite book. This new
awareness of her feelings
changed everything between them,
and Trixie hated that.
Positively, really, absolutely
hated it. She groaned again and
abruptly sat up, resting her
chin on her knees. She was just
plain, snub-nosed Tomboy Trixie,
and he was Jim, the most
wonderful boy in the world. And,
although she had felt
irreversibly connected to him
since the very first moment he
had glared at her over that
dirty mattress, she wondered if
he would ever want anything more
from her than a special
friendship.
She watched
two fish swim lazily by without
a care in the world. She was
tired of worrying, she decided.
Special
flowers for a special night . .
.
This time,
Trixie chose to ignore the
butterflies and, instead, let
the words bathe over her,
washing away the doubt and
soothing the foolish beat of her
heart. She took a deep breath of
the spring morning and suddenly
laughed out loud. At least, she
was no longer worried about
tripping over pogo sticks.
Trixie
grinned at her reflection
sparkling on the water. Humming
along with Tom’s radio, she
stood up, dusted her jeans off,
and walked back to Crabapple
Farm. She had to get ready for
what promised to be a special
night.
"And I’ve
been waiting such a long time
for today . . ."

Author’s
Notes
These
characters are not my own.
Trixie Belden is the property of
Random House Publishing and the
creation of Julie Campbell.
THANK YOU to
my editors, Kathy (KayRenee),
Kaye (KayeKl), and Susan (Susansuth).
Thanks for catching all those
little things that needed to be
caught and for telling me, "No,
really, it’s not too sappy . . .
honestly . . ." (Yeah, right!)
A special
thank you to Susan, not only for
your continued support and
encouragement, but also for always
keeping an eye out for me & for
saying, "How many fits is the
story giving you?" ;)
As always,
much gratitude and appreciation
to Dana! I am so amazed by your
talent and touched by your
generosity and support.
And, finally,
"Reflections" is my Jixemitri
Initiation Story (Woo-hoo!!!)
and is for Cathy. Cathy, thank
you for creating the most
wonderful place on the web. I
remember the first time I read
the words, "We begin in 1994
. . . Do you remember your first
kiss?" and realizing, I’d
come home. Dreams do come true .
. . the Bob-White story didn’t
end at Book #39 but continued
just the way I always imagined.
You have provided a haven where
both the pages of new stories
and the doorway to new
friendships are opened. Thank
you for welcoming me to Jix and
then for bringing me back when I
went missing. I am honored to
join the ranks as a Jix author.
(And pretty darn excited too!
J
) I love you!
"Reflections"
is a Jixemitri CWP #1. The
elements are as follows:
-
Sex
in a Park – Dan tells
the girls about
interrupting a couple
doing the "horizontal
tango" on a beach
blanket
-
Mention or Presence of
a Pet – Trixie hears
both Reddy and Patch
barking
-
The
Song, "Saturday in the
Park" – Tom plays this
song loudly while he’s
working on the
sedan
("Saturday in the
Park" was written by
Robert Lamm and was
first released on
the album,
Chicago V, in
July 1972. It is
used here without
permission.)
-
A
Pogo Stick – Trixie
tripped on one while
telling Jim good-night
on the evening of his
senior prom
-
A
Bright Yellow Room –
The inside of the
Wheelers’ garage is
painted bright yellow
(NOTE: Yes, it may
be a "stretch" to
imagine the
Wheelers’ garage as
bright yellow.
However, if we ever
get finished with
the main rooms of
our house, I plan to
paint the inside of
our garage a
cheerful bright
yellow with black
and white racing
stripes, so it could
happen!
J )
-
The
Word "Gleeps" Used at
Least 3 Times – "Gleeps"
is uttered by Trixie
in 3 different
sentences
-
A
Picnic Basket – Miss
Trask helps Cook pack
one for the Bob-Whites
-
A
Very Important Letter
– Why, Trixie’s note
from Jim, of course!
J
-
A
Sesame Street
Character – Bobby
watches Cookie Monster
eat cookies on TV
(NOTE: Cookie
Monster is
copyrighted by and
Sesame Street
is a production of
the Sesame Workshop.
Both are used
without permission,
and no profit is
being made from the
mentions.)
-
Mention or Appearance
of a Secondary
Character Who Appeared
or Was Mentioned in
the Books –
--
In
Order
of
Appearance
(I
think):
Bobby,
Regan,
Tom,
Celia,
Mr.
Lytell,
Helen
Belden,
Madeleine
Wheeler,
Mrs.
Lynch,
Peter
Belden,
Miss
Trask,
Cook,
Harrison,
Nick
Roberts,
and
Amy
Morrisey
"Reflections"
takes place on a Friday and
Saturday in April 1991. (I
searched through on-line
calendars to ensure that the 19th
and the 20th really
were a Friday and a Saturday in
April 1991. In 1991, Easter took
place in March.)
At the
beginning of "Reflections" I use
a quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson.
I discovered the Emerson quote
on a graduation card in 1991. I
liked it so much, that I quoted
it during my valedictorian
speech for our class’
commencement exercises in 1991.
It is used here without
permission.
Yes, *sigh*,
I am aware that I have
perpetuated the "Where is the
Lake Mystery" with this story.
In "Reflections", I have the
lake in both sight and hearing
distance from the Manor House.
I’m basing this on 2 things: (1)
In the books, Miss Trask and
others frequently carry food and
various other things back and
forth from the lake to the main
house, so I’ve always assumed
that the lake is within
relatively easy walking distance
from the house. (2) I also
assume that, for aesthetic
purposes, the Manor House (&
some of its surrounding grounds)
would have views of the lake.
(Of course, as stated, these are
only my assumptions, but I hope
I’m not too far off from what
Julie Campbell intended.)
In
"Reflections", Jim drives a
Mustang. The Mustang logo is
owned by the Ford Motor Company.
It is used without permission,
and no profit is being made from
the mention. Although if someone
wanted to give me one, I
wouldn’t mind doing some free
advertising! (I asked Jason, if
he could have had any car he
wanted in 1991, what would it
have been? Without hesitation,
he replied, "A Mustang."
Therefore, Jim has a Mustang.)
The "It’s
not a lemon meringue pie"
conversation with Bobby that
Trixie recalls is taken from
The Mysterious Code
The idea
behind the note that came with
Trixie’s corsage, "Dear
Schoolgirl Shamus, Special
flowers for a special night, See
you tomorrow, Jim" is taken
from the note that Trixie
received from Jim in The
Mysterious Code – "Dear
Schoolgirl Shamus, Is this your
first orchid? I hope so. See you
tonight. Jim"
The line, "It’s
not green onions", is also a
reference to The Mysterious
Code
The
lighthouse necklace that Trixie
is wearing is from my story,
"The Secret of the Lighthouse",
of which only the first chapter
has been written.
The "You
know what it means, don’t you"
conversation that Trixie
remembers is taken from The
Happy Valley Mystery. (Ya’ll
remember that bracelet scene,
don’t you?
J
)
The line, " . . . the
telephone rang, as telephones
are wont to do . . ." is for
Anna. On the messageboard, Julie
(Macjest) started a thread which
was entitled, "Bad Metaphors and
Cliches to Avoid" listing
several hilariously bad
metaphors and cliches. One of
these was "Shots rang out, as
shots are wont to do." Anna
challenged everyone to include
one of the really bad metaphors
or cliches in his/her next
story, so I did. However, I
changed it just a wee bit.
J
In the story,
Trixie decides to wear jeans, a
blue t-shirt, and Keds to the
picnic. Keds are casual tennis
shoes that were popular in 1991
(at least, I spent most of my
time in my Keds). They are used
here without permission, and no
profit is being made from their
mention.
When Trixie
arrives at the boathouse, the
song "Impulsive" by Wilson
Phillips is playing on the
stereo. "Impulsive" was a Top 40
(#4) song from 1990 and was
written by Steve Kipner and Clif
Magness and included on the 1990
album Wilson Phillips.
It’s the type of pop song that I
think Diana Lynch would have
liked. And, I have to admit that
I loved it too in a totally
teen-age-y way. It is used
without permission.
In the story,
Brian says, "He could tell
you, but he wouldn’t want to
corrupt your young minds." I
attended a very small school
(there were only 9 in my
graduating class), and my best
friends were Jason (who was not,
at the time, my boyfriend) and
his best friend (who was, at the
time, sort of my boyfriend). As
guys will do, the two of them
would share jokes and often make
"comments". Being both blonde
and naïve, I would repeatedly
say things like "What does that
mean?" and "I don’t get it."
And, Jason, who was even then
very much the gentleman, would
ALWAYS respond with "We would
tell you, but we wouldn’t want
to corrupt your young mind." It
used to drive me crazy! And I
imagine Brian saying things
exactly like that! Not that Dan
isn’t a gentleman, . . .
J
When Trixie
refers to Jim as "the most
wonderful boy in the world",
it is a reference to the letter
she wrote to her brothers in
The Gatehouse Mystery.
Finally, as
one can tell, I’m a huge Jim and
Trixie fan. No, really, I am!
J
I’m also dedicated to
endeavoring to keep the spirit
that unites the Bob-Whites
alive. 3 of my top 5 favorite
Trixie Belden books are The
Gatehouse Mystery, The
Mysterious Code, and The
Happy Valley Mystery which
is why I reference them a lot in
this story. For my initiation
story, I tried really hard to
write a story with both typical
Bob-White moments and some Jim
and Trixie moments. I hope I
succeeded.