Christmas
Present
Honey’s
boots
crunched
in
the
icy
slush,
as
she
slowly
made
her
way
from
her
car
to
the
front
door
of
the
church.
The
many
vehicles
in
the
parking
lot
had
turned
what
had
been
fresh,
pristine
snow
that
morning
into
gray,
dirty
slush
by
nightfall.
If
she
stopped
to
think
about
it
long
enough,
it
could
be a
metaphor
for
her
life,
but
she
refused
to
stop
and
think
at
all.
She
simply
took
a
deep
breath,
wrapped
her
green
wool
coat
more
tightly
about
herself,
and
continued
to
make
her
way
through
the
slush
to
the
church.
Honey
was
late,
and
the
service
had
already
started.
However,
when
she
stepped
onto
the
church’s
stone
front
porch,
she
couldn’t
yet
make
herself
open
the
door.
Instead,
she
savored
the
quiet
solitude
of
the
moment
and
breathed
deeply
of
the
cold
night
air,
watching
her
breath
exhale
in
smoky
puffs.
There
was
no
moon
tonight,
only
stars,
and,
fancifully,
Honey
searched
the
sky
for
that
same
Star
that
had
guided
the
Magi
to
the
Christ-child
thousands
of
years
ago.
She
needed
a
guiding
star
tonight,
some
shining
light
to
point
the
way
for
her.
She
sighed,
as
she
leaned
her
head
against
one
of
the
cool
white
columns
wrapped
with
festive
green
ivy.
How
could
she
have
gotten
so
lost?
"Silent
Night,
Holy
Night
All
is
calm;
all
is
bright
. .
."
From
where
she
was
standing,
Honey
could
hear
the
choir
singing,
and,
when
she
closed
her
eyes,
she
could
almost
believe
that
it
was
last
Christmas,
and
she
was
sitting
in
the
pews
with
her
best
friends
and
not
standing
alone
outside.
It
had
become
a
tradition
of
sorts
for
the
Bob-Whites
and
their
families.
On
Christmas
Eve,
if
they
were
able,
they
would
meet
at
the
church
for
the
early
evening
service.
Last
year,
no
one
had
gone
out
of
town
to
visit
family,
and
there
had
been
no
Christmas
Eve
cocktail
parties
in
the
city
claiming
the
Wheelers’
or
Lynches’
attention.
Everyone
had
been
together.
And
what
a
beautiful
service
it
had
been!
The
resonance
of
the
softly
sung
carols
and
the
glow
of
the
candlelight
had
enveloped
Honey
with
a
warm
serenity,
and,
surrounded
by
her
dearest
friends
and
family
members,
Honey
had
prayed,
"Dear
Lord,
let
us
always
be
just
like
this
. .
."
Christmas
Past
Tom
and
Celia
Delanoy’s
baby
boy,
jauntily
dressed
in a
little
Santa
suit,
smiled
a
toothless
grin
at
Honey,
as
he
went
from
Diana
Lynch’s
arms
back
to
his
mother.
Little
Zachary
was
to
have
played
the
Baby
Jesus
in
the
nativity
scene;
however,
because
Zack
had
the
sniffles,
Celia
was
afraid
that
he’d
be
too
fussy
to
stay
in
the
manger.
Although
the
role
had
been
given
to
another
baby,
Zack
was
very
much
enjoying
his
current
role,
as
the
happy
baby
being
passed
from
one
set
of
welcoming
arms
to
the
other.
There
was
nothing
like
a
baby
at
Christmas
time!
Di
giggled
quietly,
while
she
helped
Mart
Belden
wipe
baby
drool
off
the
shoulder
of
his
sweater.
As
the
congregation
stood
once
more
to
sing,
Dan
Mangan
whispered
a
comment
about
babies
that
earned
him
a
playful
smack
from
Di
and
caused
Mart
to
roll
his
blue
eyes.
"Angels
we
have
heard
on
high,
Sweetly
singing
o’er
the
plains,
And
the
mountains
in
reply,
Echoing
their
joyous
strains
– "
"Glo-o-o-oria
in
excelsis
Deo!
Glo-o-o-oria
in
excelsis
Deo!"
The
lilting
melody
of
the
18th
century
French
carol
was
somewhat
jarred
by
the
overly
operatic
falsettos
of
Bobby
Belden
and
Larry
and
Terry
Lynch,
prompting
stern
looks
from
both
Helen
Belden
and
Carol
Lynch
and
a
covert
wink
from
the
jolly
Ed
Lynch.
Seeing
that
the
Beldens
were
jointly
occupied
with
cooing
at
Zack,
now
comfortably
situated
in
Helen’s
arms,
and
with
looking
sternly
at
Bobby,
redheaded
Jim
Frayne
seized
the
opportunity.
As
they
sat
back
down,
he
slid
closer
to
Trixie
and
casually
placed
his
arm
along
the
wooden
pew
behind
her.
Honey
smiled
as
she
spied
the
fond
look
her
adopted
older
brother
cast
upon
his
girlfriend,
who
responded
with
an
answering
blush.
Honey
guessed
that,
even
when
Trixie
was
an
old
lady
of
seventy,
she’d
still
be
blushing
at
fond
glances
received
from
a
seventy-two
year
old
Jim.
Two
rows
in
front
of
the
Bob-Whites,
the
Wheelers
sat
with
the
Beldens
and
Lynches,
and
Honey
marveled
at
how
comfortable
and
at
home
her
parents
looked
sitting
with
the
others.
It
didn’t
seem
that
long
ago
that
she
was
spending
Christmas
Eve
alone
with
the
family’s
servants
while
her
parents
madly
twirled
from
one
Christmas
party
to
another.
But,
five
blessed
years
ago,
Honey
had
gotten
sick,
and
Matthew
Wheeler
had
purchased
the
Manor
House,
and
she
had
met
Trixie,
and
they
had
found
Jim,
and
. .
.
well,
sometimes,
dreams
came
true.
And,
indeed,
Christmas
time
was
a
lovely
time
to
rejoice
in
the
blessing
of
those
dreams
coming
true.
Honey
sighed
in
contentment,
as
the
reverend
began
reading
from
the
second
chapter
of
Luke.
The
familiar
words
were
almost
like
music.
"And
the
angel
said
unto
them,
Fear
not:
for,
behold,
I
bring
you
good
tidings
of
great
joy,
which
shall
be
to
all
people."
And
then
the
music
did
rise
as
the
sounds
of
another
carol
rang
out.
"Joy
to
the
world
. .
."
Joy
. .
.
this
is
joy,
Honey
thought
to
herself.
Beside
her,
Brian
Belden
took
her
hand
and
casually
brushed
his
thumb
across
her
knuckles.
When
she
looked
up
into
his
dark
eyes,
he
winked
at
her.
Breathless
joy.
After
the
service,
the
adults
planned
to
go
to
the
Lynch
estate,
where
Bobby
and
the
two
sets
of
Lynch
twins
could
play
in
the
game
room
while
the
adults
sipped
eggnog
and
talked
quietly
in
the
family
room.
The
Bob-Whites
were
gathering
at
Crabapple
Farm
for
their
own
party.
As
they
separated
into
their
different
cars,
Helen
Belden
called
out
to
her
older
children,
"Don’t
forget,
kids!
We’ll
be
home
around
ten-thirty,
so
Bobby
can
go
to
bed
so
that
Santa
can
come!"
"Hence,
we
must
needs
culminate
our
jubilant
yet
boisterous
festivities
by
said
time,"
concluded
Mart,
while,
at
the
same
time,
Bobby,
a
smaller
version
of
Mart,
complained,
"Jeepers!
Moms,
I’m
eleven
years
old!"
"Well,
then,
your
mother
needs
to
go
to
bed
so
Santa
can
come!"
Peter
Belden
joked
as
he
opened
the
mini-van’s
passenger
door
for
his
wife.
"Peter!"
Helen
admonished,
her
cheeks
a
becoming
pink.
"What?"
he
innocently
asked.
"You
don’t
want
your
present?"
"Just
get
in
the
van,
Peter,"
responded
Helen
through
her
laughter,
"And,
just
so
you
know,
before
I
can
go
to
bed,
I
still
have
to
put
together
the
French
toast
casserole
for
breakfast
tomorrow
morning
and
make
that
fruit
salad
you
like
. .
."
"Okay,
kids,
let’s
go,"
Peter
directed
Bobby
and
the
Lynch
twins.
"We’ve
got
places
to
see,
things
to
do,"
and,
for
his
wife’s
ears
only,
Peter
whispered,
"People
to
do .
. ."
as
Helen
stretched
across
the
front
seat
so
their
lips
could
meet
for
a
quick
kiss.
Walking
to
the
Bob-White
station
wagon
with
Trixie
and
Di,
Honey
wistfully
remarked,
"Your
parents
are
still
so
in
love.
I
want
a
love
just
like
that."
"Oh,
please!"
Trixie
said
impatiently
with
a
toss
of
her
blonde
curls.
"I’d
rather
not
talk
about
my
parents’
love
life.
And
yours
and
Di’s
parents
looked
awfully
cozy
tonight
too!"
"I
know!
Aren’t
they
cute?"
Di
giggled
as
she
flipped
her
dark
hair
over
her
shoulder.
"Not
that
I
want
to
imagine
my
parents
that
way,
mind
you!
But,
you
know,
Honey,
since
Brian
is
Mr.
Belden’s
son,
I
really
don’t
think
you
have
anything
to
worry
about."
Honey
blushed
and
then
began
to
giggle,
as
well,
when
Trixie
firmly
stated,
"We
are
so
not
going
there!"
All
three
girls
were
laughing
merrily,
as
they
arrived
at
the
old
station
wagon,
and
were
greeted
by
Mart
who,
with
a
flourish,
opened
the
door
of
the
car,
"Ladies,
your
sleigh
awaits."
As
if
on
cue,
Trixie
gaily
sang
out
as
she
climbed
into
the
front
seat
of
the
car,
"‘Sleigh
bells
ring.
Are
you
listening?’"
"‘In
the
lane,
snow
is
glistening!’"
Honey
and
Di
sang
in
response.
Mart
groaned,
as
Dan
laughed,
"Just
remember,
Martin,
you
started
this!"
"And,
if
you
can’t
beat
‘em
– "
Jim
said
with
a
shrug
of
his
supple
shoulders.
"Join
‘em!"
Brian
finished.
And,
pretty
soon,
the
car
was
filled
with
the
chorus
of
happy
young
voices.
"Sleigh
bells
ring,
Are
you
listening,
In
the
lane,
Snow
is
glistening
A
beautiful
sight,
We're
happy
tonight,
. .
."
The
weather
was
unseasonably
warm
for
Sleepyside
in
December,
and,
inside
the
warmth
of
Crabapple
Farm’s
cheery
red
and
white
kitchen,
Dan
took
off
his
sweater
to a
reveal
an
unlikely
holiday
shirt
that
was
met
with
laughter
from
the
others.
With
much
teasing
and
vocal
enjoyment,
they
read
the
front
of
the
white
T-shirt
emblazoned
with
a
Santa
Claus
in
red
boxers
holding
a
neon
sign
outlined
by
flashing
green
lights
that
said,
"Santa
Comes
But
Once
A
Year,
Baby!"
"Oh
my
gosh,
Dan!"
Di
squealed,
her
violet
eyes
alight
with
laughter.
"Where
did
you
get
that?"
"It
was
a
gag
gift
from
Uncle
Bill.
He
didn’t
think
I’d
wear
it,
so I
did."
Dan
answered
and
then
added
with
a
sly
grin,
"Maybe
I
should
loan
it
to
Mr.
Belden?
"We
are
not
going
there!"
Trixie’s
voice
emphatically
stated
from
inside
the
refrigerator,
where
she
was
gathering
the
party
platters
prepared
earlier
by
her
and
her
mother.
With
cups
of
eggnog
and
plates
piled
high
with
goodies
like
fruitcake
cookies
and
Helen
Belden’s
homemade
stollen,
they
gathered
in
the
living
room,
where
they
amicably
argued
over
what
movie
to
put
in
the
VCR.
"‘It’s
a
Wonderful
Life’?"
Honey
offered
hopefully,
but
she
was
met
with
four
resounding
no’s
from
the
Bob-White
males.
"Being
the
movie
connoisseur
that
I
am,
may
I
suggest
‘National
Lampoon’s
Christmas
Vacation’?"
Mart
handed
the
movie
to
Honey.
"That,
my
friends,
is
the
quintessential
holiday
movie."
"Oh,
yeah!"
Dan
gave
a
suggestive
waggle
of
his
dark
eyebrows.
"How
about
that
swimming
pool
scene?"
Jim’s
green
eyes
twinkled
mischievously.
"No,
no,
no!
My
favorite
scene’s
got
to
be
the
one
at
the
lingerie
counter!"
Shaking
her
head
while
trying
to
hide
her
laughter,
Honey
held
the
Chevy
Chase
movie
behind
her
back
and
playfully
backed
away
from
Brian
who
was
pretending
to
grab
it
from
her.
As
he
reached
her,
Brian
looked
up
at the
ceiling.
Honey
looked
too
and
then
laughed
out
loud.
Brian
had
managed
to
rather
smartly
maneuver
her
underneath
a
sprig
of
mistletoe.
The
girls
had
coaxed
Dan
to
bring
them
mistletoe
from
the
preserve,
and
now
the
plant
sprigs
were
strategically
hanging
from
numerous
locations
in
all
three
of
their
homes.
Trixie
and
Honey
had
hung
this
sprig
themselves,
even
before
Mrs.
Belden
had
brought
out
the
farmhouse’s
other
Christmas
decorations.
Brian
and
Honey’s
eyes
met,
and
the
laughter
suddenly
caught
in
her
throat.
Mindful
of
the
others
in
the
room,
he
only
brushed
her
cheeks
with
his
lips,
but
the
look
in
his
eyes
was
filled
with
such
promise
that
Honey
felt
her
pulse
quicken
with
an
answering
anticipation.
Trixie
rolled
her
eyes
and,
since
Honey
was,
for
the
moment,
distracted,
took
her
place
at
the
VCR.
"If
we
can’t
watch
‘It’s
a
Wonderful
Life’,
we’re
not
going
to
watch
you
guys
drool
like
junior
high
boys
over
some
woman
in a
swimsuit
either!"
she
stated.
"Oh,
but,
Freckles,
that’s
some
swimsuit!"
Dan
laughed,
as
Trixie
shot
him
a
withering
glare.
Truthfully,
Dan
didn’t
care
what
they
watched.
Sometimes,
it
was
just
fun
to
watch
the
girls
get
their
feminine
feathers
ruffled.
Di
lightly
punched
Mart
in
the
arm,
since
he
seemed
to
be
on
the
verge
of
agreeing
with
Dan,
and
suggested,
"Why
don’t
we
compromise?
I’ve
always
thought
that
‘The
Sound
of
Music’
was
kind
of
Christmas-y.
And
I
love
the
song,
‘My
Favorite
Things’!"
"Me
too!"
Trixie
agreed
and
began
searching
the
entertainment
shelves
for
the
musical.
"Actually,
that
song’s
on
one
of
our
Christmas
tapes."
At
the
thought
of
that
particular
movie-musical,
Jim
and
Dan
groaned
while
Mart
clutched
his
sandy
hair
and
loudly
protested,
"Lady
Di!
That’s
not
a
compromise!
We
just
partook
of a
singalong
in
the
car,
and
my
vocal
chords
aren’t
yet
recuperated
enough
for
rousing
renditions
with
the
Von
Trapp
family!
Pray
tell,
what’s
wrong
with
the
traditional
yet
entertaining
‘Rudolph
the
Red-Nosed
Reindeer’
or
‘Frosty
the
Snowman’?"
"Or
‘A
Charlie
Brown
Christmas’?"
added
Dan
helpfully
from
his
stretched-out
position
on
the
floor.
Still
searching
for
the
movie,
Trixie
wondered
aloud,
"Gleeps,
Mart!
Must
you
always
sound
like
a
character
from
a
Dickens’
novel?"
"How
would
you
know?"
Mart
retorted.
"All
you
ever
read
is
that
Lucy
stuff."
Mart
shared
a
secret
smile
with
Honey.
Trixie
didn’t
know
it,
but,
thanks
to
Honey’s
assistance,
her
present
from
him
for
Christmas
morning
was
a
signed
and
numbered
first
edition
copy
of
one
of
her
beloved
Lucy
Radcliffe
novels.
"Guys,"
Brian
said,
before
Mart
and
Trixie
had
a
chance
to
fully
destroy
Mrs.
Belden’s
neatly
arranged
shelves.
"We
do
this
every
year.
Instead
of a
movie,
which
we
don’t
have
time
for
anyway,
let’s
just
listen
to
some
Christmas
music
while
we
open
our
presents."
Honey
tucked
a
stray
strand
of
golden
hair
behind
one
ear
and
smiled
at
Brian.
"I
agree,
Brian.
Music
would
be
lovely!"
"Just
make
sure
you
get
the
tape
that
has
‘My
Favorite
Things’
on
it.
I
love
the
part
about
the
‘girls
in
white
dresses
with
blue
satin
sashes’,"
said
Trixie,
relinquishing
control
to
her
oldest
brother.
While
Brian
and
Honey
made
the
music
selections,
Trixie
sat
down
on
the
couch
in
the
space
Jim
had
reserved
for
her.
As
she
snuggled
up
next
to
him,
he
tugged
one
of
her
curls
and
admitted
with
a
wink,
"I
like
that
‘blue
satin
sashes’
song
too,
Trix.
It
reminds
me
of
someone
I
know."
"I’ll
be
home
for
Christmas
You
can
count
on
me.
Please
have
snow
and
mistletoe
And
presents
‘neath
the
tree
. .
."
The
music
softly
played
on
the
stereo,
and,
in
the
glow
of
the
Beldens’
Christmas
tree
decorated
with
its
handmade
ornaments,
the
Bob-Whites
settled
down
to
open
their
presents
from
each
other.
Since
that
first
Christmas
in
Arizona,
the
Bob-Whites
had
drawn
names
for
giving
presents.
Of
course,
over
the
years,
that
hadn’t
stopped
a
few
special
presents
from
being
given
and
received
outside
of
the
drawing.
One
year,
the
guys
had
gotten
together
and
surprised
each
of
the
girls
with
a
bob-white
charm
and
necklace.
This
year,
like
previous
years,
the
room
was
soon
filled
with
happy
exclamations
and
laughter,
as
the
floor
became
a
colorful
array
of
wrapping
paper.
After
the
presents
were
opened,
Trixie
handed
everyone
a
reindeer
candy
cane.
"These
are
from
Bobby.
He
was
supposed
to
give
them
out
at
church
tonight,
but,
as
usual,
he ‘forgotted’."
Helen
Belden,
it
seemed,
was
holding
onto
her
last
Christmas
with
a
child
in
elementary
as
tightly
as
she
could.
Directed
by
his
mother,
and,
under
a
self-proclaimed
protest
that
he
was
too
big
for
art
projects,
the
eleven-year-old
had
used
pipe
cleaners
and
candy
canes
to
fashion
the
reindeer
for
the
other
students
in
his
class;
the
leftovers
were
to
be
for
the
Bob-Whites.
"This
reminds
me
of
those
candy
cane
hearts
you
endeavored
to
create
when
you
were
seven,
Trix,"
teased
Mart.
"If
my
memory
serves,
they
kept
falling
off
the
tree."
"And,
if
my
memory
serves,"
Brian
corrected,
"the
real
reason
they
didn’t
stay
on
the
tree
is
because
you
kept
eating
them
–
glue
and
all!"
"Thank
you,
Sir
Brian,"
said
Trixie
smugly
with
a
tart
nod
in
Mart’s
direction,
as
everyone
laughed.
"Well,
I
think
Bobby’s
reindeers
are
darling,"
Honey
interjected
tactfully,
before
the
peaceful
Christmas
spirit
could
be
spoiled
by
one
of
the
almost
twins’
arguments.
"Please
tell
him
I
said
thank
you.
I
can’t
wait
for
Bobby
to
see
his
present
from
Regan!
It’s
a
pair
of
reindeer
antlers!"
Amid
laughter,
the
seven
Bob-Whites
began
working
to
put
Crabapple
Farm
back
to
its
pre-party
state,
and,
for
a
while,
ordered
chaos
reigned
supreme.
Jim
and
Trixie
washed
dishes
side-by-side,
and,
if
there
were
a
few
suds
that
went
flying
across
the
kitchen,
no
one
said
anything.
While
Di
refereed,
Dan
and
Mart
competed
to
see
who
could
throw
the
most
wrapping
paper
in
the
trash
can,
and,
if
more
paper
ended
up
back
on
the
floor,
again,
no
one
said
anything.
And,
if
Brian
and
Honey
seemed
to
be
paying
more
attention
to
each
other
than
the
pillows
that
they
were
straightening,
no
one
said
anything
then
either.
It
was
Christmas,
after
all.
Suddenly,
Trixie
ran
over
to
the
stereo,
turned
up
the
volume,
and
exclaimed,
"Oh,
guys!
I
love
this
song!
Isn’t
it
perfect
for
us?"
"Have
yourself
a
merry
little
Christmas,
Let
your
heart
be
light.
From
now
on,
our
troubles
will
be
out
of
sight.
Have
yourself
a
merry
little
Christmas,
Make
the
Yule-tide
gay,
From
now
on,
our
troubles
will
be
miles
away.
Here
we
are
as
in
olden
days,
Happy
golden
days
of
yore.
Faithful
friends
who
are
dear
to
us
Gather
near
to
us
once
more.
Through
the
years
we
all
will
be
together
If
the
Fates
allow.
Hang
a
shining
star
upon
the
highest
bough,
And
have
yourself
a
merry
little
Christmas
now."
"Perfectly
perfect,"
Honey
sighed,
her
eyes
suspiciously
moist.
Trixie
added
fervently,
"Let’s
promise
that
we’ll
always
be
together."
"Just
like
this,"
Di
agreed
with
a
smile.
For
a
brief
moment,
time
seemed
to
stand
still
while
the
Bob-Whites
stood
together,
soaking
in
the
music
and
basking
in
their
friendship.
Honey
didn’t
think
she
had
ever
been
happier
than
she
was
right
then,
and
she
wished
that
the
music
could
play
on
and
on.
However,
she
laughed
good-naturedly
with
the
others,
when
the
music
stopped,
and
Mart,
fearing
someone
was
about
to
yell,
"Group
hug!",
grinned.
"Alas,
I
hate
to
interrupt
this
Hallmark
moment,
yet
methinks
‘tis
time
to
escort
the
fair
Diana
home."
"That’s
right,"
stated
Brian.
"Moms,
Dad,
and
Bobby
will
be
home
any
minute."
Reluctantly,
the
party
began
to
break
up
with
cries
of
"Merry
Christmas"
and
good-bye
hugs
and
kisses.
Di
and
Mart
gathered
up
their
belongings
and
left
with
Dan
who
was
headed
for
the
small
cabin
in
the
woods
he
shared
with
Mr.
Maypenny.
Then
Brian
took
his
jacket
off
the
hook
by
the
door
and
said,
"Honey,
can
I
walk
you
home?"
Honey
looked
up
from
where
she
was
trying
to
retrieve
a
stray
piece
of
wrapping
paper
from
under
the
couch
in
time
to
catch
Trixie
making
kissy
faces
at
her
behind
Brian’s
back.
Forgetting
the
paper
stuck
under
the
leg
of
the
couch
and
ignoring
Trixie,
she
shyly
replied,
"I’d
love
that,
Brian.
Just
let
me
get
my
things."
Remembering
her
brother,
she
asked,
"Jim,
are
you
coming
with
us?"
"Uh
. .
.
no,"
Jim
answered,
a
slight
blush
causing
the
tips
of
his
ears
to
tinge
red.
"I’ll
be
home
in a
few
minutes
after
I
tell
Trixie
good-night."
This
time,
it
was
Honey’s
turn
to
make
a
silly
face
at
Trixie.
As
Brian
helped
her
with
her
coat,
it
was
probably
a
good
thing
that
neither
girl
caught
the
joking
look,
rife
with
serious
undertone,
that
passed
between
Brian
and
Jim;
a
message
given
and
received
from
both
ends:
Be
careful
with
my
sister.
Leaving
Jim
with
Trixie
and
the
strains
of
Bing
Crosby,
Brian
held
the
door
open
for
Honey,
and
they
walked
out
into
the
night
together.
"Christmas
Eve
will
find
me
Where
the
love
light
gleams
. .
."
The
moonlight
illuminated
the
well-worn
path
between
the
Manor
House
and
Crabapple
Farm,
and
their
footsteps
were
the
only
sound
as
Honey
and
Brian
walked
hand-in-hand
up
the
path.
She
wondered
what
Brian
was
thinking.
It
wasn’t
the
first
time
he
walked
her
home.
It
wasn’t
the
first
time
they’d
been
alone
together.
And
it
wasn’t
like
she
wasn’t
used
to
thoughtful
silences
from
Brian.
It
just
seemed
different,
and
Honey
felt
an
unexpected
need
to
break
this
silence.
"I
love
– "
she
started.
"Honey,
I –
"
Brian
began
at
the
same
time.
Honey
stopped
and
looked
at
Brian.
"What?"
"No,
ladies
first,"
he
said,
staring
intently
back
at
her,
"Who...er...what
do
you
love?"
"Oh,...uh...well,..."
she
blushed
and
giggled.
"I
was
just
going
to
say
that
I
love
Christmas
Eve
night."
"Oh,
yeah...Me
too.
It’s...umm...nice,"
he
murmured.
"It’s
magical,
you
mean,"
Honey
countered,
her
voice
whisper-soft.
They
stood
on
the
path,
facing
each
other,
bathed
in
the
moonlight,
hazel
eyes
searching
dark
ones.
"What
were
you
going
to
say?"
she
gently
reminded
him.
Brian
stammered
uncharacteristically,
"Honey,
I...I
wanted
to...I
mean
I
asked
you
to..."
"Yes,
Brian?
You
asked
me
to –
"
Honey
prompted
at
his
frustrated
sigh.
He
cleared
his
throat.
"I
mean,
I
wanted
to
walk
you
home
so I
could
give
you
your
Christmas
present."
"Oh.
Okay.
But,
I’ve
still
got
yours
under
our
tree
at
home,"
she
said,
suddenly
unsure.
He
had
given
her
presents
before
tonight.
Why
was
he
now
so
nervous?
Honey
watched
him
take
out
of
his
pocket
a
small
box,
wrapped
in
holiday
teddy
bear
paper
and
tied
with
a
perky
green
ribbon.
He
handed
the
present
to
her.
"You
may
not
like
it .
. .
I
mean,
I
hope
you
like
it .
. .
I
like
it .
. .
When
I
saw
it,
I
thought
of
you.
At
first,
I
didn’t
buy
it,
but
I
kept
going
back
and
just
looking
at
it,
and,
finally,
I
just
bought
it.
I...
I
hope
– "
"May
I
open
it?"
she
interrupted
with
a
smile.
He
stopped
talking
and
nodded
in
response.
Honey
untied
the
ribbon
and
carefully
tore
open
the
paper.
A
worn
velvet
ring
box
stared
back
at
her.
She
looked
at
Brian,
who
was
nervously
looking
back
at
her,
and
then
hesitantly
flicked
the
box
open
with
her
finger.
It
had
to
have
come
from
an
antique
shop,
she
decided.
Truly
one-of-a-kind,
the
band
of
the
ring
was
gold
filigree,
and
the
stone
was
a
light
green
emerald
shot
through
with
fiery
yellow
topaz.
"Oh,
Brian!"
Honey
gasped.
"I
know
you’re...we’re...not
ready
for
rings...and
things,
and
I
guess
it’s
kind
of
silly...but
when
I
saw
it...It
looked
like
you...it
reminded
me
of
your
eyes...I
hope
it
fits...If
you
don’t
like
it..."
Brian’s
voice
trailed
off
as
Honey
put
a
finger
to
his
lips.
"I
love
it,"
she
assured
him.
"I
couldn’t
love
anything
more.
Will
you
put
it
on
me?"
Brian’s
face
broke
out
in a
wide
grin.
With
slightly
trembling
hands,
he
took
the
ring
from
the
box,
and,
taking
her
left
hand
in
his,
slid
it
smoothly
onto
her
finger.
Honey,
heiress
to a
fortune
with
easy
access
to
anything
she
could
ever
want,
held
out
her
hand
in
the
moonlight
and
smiled
happily
at
the
delicate
antique.
Nothing
was
more
precious
than
the
promise
this
lovely
ring
held.
"It’s
beautiful,"
she
declared.
"You’re
beautiful,
Honey."
"You
think
I’m
beautiful?"
A
thousand
butterflies
took
flight
in
her
stomach.
"Honey!
You
are
so
beautiful
to
me.
I
can’t
even
tell
you
how...what
you
do
to
me."
She
was
breathless.
"I
look
in
your
eyes,
and
I
see
your
heart.
You
look
in
my
eyes,
and
you
see
my
soul,
Honey."
Her
heart
soared
up
to
the
stars.
"I
love
you,
Brian."
He
laughed,
"I
was
supposed
to
say
that
first!"
"You
did.
I
saw
it
in
your
eyes,
and
I
answered."
Honey
heard
his
swift
intake
of
breath
and,
in
the
light
from
the
moon,
saw
his
eyes
fill
with
sweet
passion.
"I
love
you,"
Brian
whispered
right
before
he
drew
her
to
him
and
kissed
her.
It
wasn’t
their
first
kiss.
However,
as
his
strong
arms
tightened
about
her,
and
he
deepened
the
kiss
with
firm
lips
and
a
soft,
stroking
tongue,
Honey
knew
all
kisses
before
this
kiss
were
forgotten.
Breathless
joy.
Christmas
Present
"It
came
upon
a
midnight
clear,
That
glorious
song
of
old
. .
."
Honey
was
startled
out
of
her
reverie
by
the
opening
of
the
heavy
wooden
church
door.
"I
thought
I
saw
someone
out
here
through
the
back
window,"
the
man
said
as
he
joined
her
on
the
porch.
She
recognized
the
handsome
older
man
as
one
of
the
church’s
assistant
reverends.
"I’m
sorry."
Hastily
wiping
away
a
stray
tear,
she
explained,
"I
was
late,
and
I
didn’t
want
to
interrupt."
"You
can
never
be
too
late
for
church.
Won’t
you
come
in?"
He
beckoned
to
her,
strangely
touched
by
the
sadness
he
sensed
in
the
young
woman.
"Actually,
I
think
I’ve
changed
my
mind.
I’d
better
go,"
Honey
replied.
She
began
walking
toward
the
parking
lot,
and
the
reverend
felt
the
sudden
urge
to
stop
her.
"Miss?"
he
called
to
her
before
she
could
leave
the
porch.
"Please
join
us.
No
one
should
be
alone
at
Christmas."
He
was
struck
by
the
despair
in
her
eyes
when
she
turned
back
toward
him,
"I’m
afraid
I
wouldn’t
be
very
welcome,
sir."
The
man
smiled
gently
at
Honey,
"Oh,
but
everyone
is
welcome
at
the
manger.
The
Christmas
angel
says,
‘Fear
not.
I
bring
you
tidings
of
great
joy.’
"
Breathless
joy.
Honey
allowed
the
reverend
to
lead
her
across
the
paving
stones
and
back
to
the
front
door.
But,
as
they
both
stepped
inside
the
church’s
vestibule,
Honey
panicked.
The
contrast
of
the
artificial
heat
inside
from
the
fresh
air
outside
was
suffocating
her.
Her
heart
beat
madly,
and
she
gulped
for
breath.
As
the
reverend
opened
the
inner
door
to
the
sanctuary,
Honey
heard
the
choir
singing.
"O
come,
all
ye
faithful,
Joyful
and
triumphant,
Come
ye,
O
come
ye .
. ."
The
exultant
voices
sounded
vaguely
accusing
to
her
ears,
and
she
suddenly
felt
like
the
woman
being
dragged
to
her
stoning.
She
wasn’t
faithful,
joyful,
or
triumphant,
and,
when
she
saw
the
dark
head
and
pair
of
strong
shoulders
in
the
back
pew,
Honey
knew
she
could
never
go
in.
"I’m
sorry,"
Honey
whispered
brokenly
and
pulled
away
from
the
reverend.
"I
can’t."
Barely
controlling
the
sobs
choking
her,
she
ran
out
the
church.
The
rush
of
cold
air
from
the
open
doors
caused
Brian
Belden
to
look
up
in
time
to
see
the
back
of a
golden
head
disappearing
around
the
corner.
He
knew
that
hair,
knew
that
form,
and,
before
he
had
time
to
stop
and
think,
he
was
out
of
his
seat
and
following
her,
ignoring
the
startled
stares
from
those
around
him.
"Honey!
Wait!"
Brian
ran
after
her,
his
shoes
slipping
in
the
ice.
Honey
had
made
it
to
her
car
when
she
heard
him
calling.
She
supposed
that
she
could
get
in
and
drive
away
before
he
had
a
chance
to
see
her,
and
maybe
Brian
would
think
he
had
been
mistaken.
Yet,
like
a
child
wanting
to
test
just
how
hot
the
stove
really
was,
she
turned
to
face
him.
Oh,
God.
This
couldn’t
be
Brian.
He
was
so
thin,
so .
. .
changed.
That
she
was
the
cause
sickened
Honey.
She
wanted
to
fall
at
his
knees
and
beg
for
forgiveness.
She
wanted
to
throw
her
arms
around
him
and
kiss
away
the
hurt.
But,
she
did
none
of
those
things.
Instead,
Honey
simply
stared
at
him,
drinking
in
the
sight
of
his
beloved
face.
With
a
wary
hope
flaring
in
his
eyes,
Brian
asked
in
careful
tones,
"Why
are
you
here,
Honey?"
He
had
never
before
looked
at
her
so
guardedly,
and
her
sudden
shiver
had
nothing
to
do
with
the
cold.
"Brian,
I –
"
Honey
began
and
then
realized
with
an
awful
sense
of
fatefulness
that
it
was
useless
to
search
for
the
right
thing
to
say
when
she
couldn’t
say
the
words
he
wanted
to
hear.
"Never
mind.
I
don’t
want
to
know,"
he
responded
bitterly
as
he
saw
the
resignation
in
her
eyes.
Hope
died,
and
his
abrupt
laughter
sounded
hollow.
"I
don’t
even
know
why
I
came
out
here."
Honey
flinched,
when
he
suddenly
sneered,
"Why
don’t
you
go
back
to
the
Manor
House
where
you
belong,
Honey?"
The
stars
in
the
sky
had
become
obscured
by
clouds,
and
icy
snowflakes
were
being
thrown
down
around
them.
Brian
turned
to
walk
back
to
the
church.
As
her
frozen
heart
cracked
open,
Honey
felt
as
if
she
were
standing
on
the
edge
of a
slippery
cliff.
She
wasn’t
ready
to
let
him
go,
but
stopping
him
would
mean
jumping
off
the
cliff.
She
yearned
to
feel
Brian’s
arms
around
her,
though,
to
rest
once
more
in
the
shadow
of a
steadfast
love.
Breathless
joy.
Screwing
her
courage
to
the
sticking
place,
she
held
out
her
hand
to
him,
"Brian,
please
don’t
. .
."
He
turned
back
to
her
and
waited,
not
touching
the
offered
hand.
"I .
. .
"
She
couldn’t
do
it.
All
the
courage
in
the
world
didn’t
matter.
She
was
damned,
for
even
the
truth
could
not
undo
what
the
past
had
wrought.
Swallowing
her
tears,
she
let
her
hand
drop
back
down
to
her
side.
"Merry
Christmas,
Brian."
"Merry
Christmas,
Madeleine."
The
word
pierced
through
her
heart
like
a
dagger,
and
she
closed
her
eyes
against
the
pain.
When
she
opened
them,
Brian
was
walking
away
from
her,
slowly
disappearing
as
the
snowflakes
swirled
around
him.
Honey
got
in
her
car
and
drove
away
from
the
church
and
away
from
him.
Here
we
are
as
in
olden
days,
Happy
golden
days
of
yore.
Faithful
friends
who
are
dear
to
us
Gather
near
to
us
once
more.
Through
the
years
we
all
will
be
together,
If
the
Fates
allow.
Hang
a
shining
star
upon
the
highest
bough,
And
have
yourself
a
merry
little
Christmas
now
. .
.